no matter wtevr u do
no matter all all i hv to go thru
i knw one thng tht ill nvr gv hpe upon u

let me wsh fr my last if its fr u
let me suffer nd fite fr wts rte
until its just for u

i dnt fear to go thru mny storms
nor im afraid of my death
wt im just afraid is living wthout u

if thts is wt ppl say is madness
i accept tht so
but fr me its as imp as ths life thts left in me

i cnt accept defeat is my weak point
but wt i cnt accept ever is finding u away fr me

wtevr i did wth u ws nt my wish
it ws just the feelings tht cme thru
i dnt wnt ths to b the reason fr end of wts left wth us
fr tht im ready to accept nythng thts worth

bt i hvnt gvn up yet on u
thts all cz smwhr evn now i trst u .......

-VARUN.S

LOVE FOR A LOVED

may b ur far frm me
but do u see
the distance is wide
like a dark side

yet here im missing u

y did we fite
we still didnt get it rite

but then the day came
wen we bcme all the same
far ur frm me
bt still i miss a heartbeat
cz wen ever ur alone
i feel to gt u closer as mch as we cud be

so there cmes ur hand
behind my back
the nite is cozy
and the blanket makes us lazy
on nd on we keep goin on

closer u cme on my chest
kissng me as its best
biting me all ovr
good u feel
is this wt ws my will

im high nd im horny
feeling my breath across ur bck
u go crazy

ur breath goes high
nd so thr we lie
hugging each other
as its forever till we die .

VARUN.S

DARK SHADOWS

dark shadows of my soul
darker as evr as the coal
dark clouds hv gathered upon me
but just thn thrs a shooting star i see

i wish to b happy nd mke ppl proud
but its hard to clear the cloud
the cloud is big
pouring upon me the showers of acid rain

i need to hv hope
bd need to keep calm
but is it so easy
to toil the whole farm
to grow the grains of happiness
cz this ws all tht i missed

lonely is the word im scared of
cant see myslf gtng into the dark again
but wnt a light to fall upon me
like the sun makes the look of the shining sea

life is all about living i know
but y do i feel rite now
all so low
maybe its the moment
tht im ought to bare
cz if its all about getting sad again
well then i dont care

ill try to live my life
swaying away the dark clouds upon me
but just promise me ul stay with me

VARUN.S

JUST FOR YOU

EARLY MORNING WHEN THE FIRST RAY OF THE SUN FALLS ON UR FACE
IT GETS A SMALL SMILE UPON U
FEELS LIKE THEY ARE ALL JUST MADE FOR YOU

I AM LIVING MY LIFE HAPPILY
JUST THERE'S ONE THING LESS
AND I GUESS ITS YOU

WHEN THE FIRST DROPS OF RAIN FALL UPON U
I CANT TELL U THAT I HAVENT SEEN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT
THEY FALL UPON UR LIPS LIKE THEY ARE IN LOVE WITH U
WISH I WAS THAT DROP OF RAIN
JUST FALLING FROM THE SKY AND
GETTING ALL WASTED FOR U.

I DONT MIND HOW MUCH I LIVE
AND HOW MUCH I LOVE
BUT NOTHING IS POSSIBLE WITHOUT U.

I WISH I GET ONE MORE MOMENT
ONE MORE LIFE
IT DOESNT MATTER IF IM A MAN OR JUST A LITTLE WAVE OF THE WIND
WHICH WUD DIE AND RISE AGAIN
BUT IT ONLY MATTERS THAT I TOUCH U ONCE AGAIN
AND THEN I KNOW THAT
MY LIFE WAS NOT ALL IN VAIN.
:-D:-*

VARUN.S

BLOOD AROUND ME .

blood nd blood
spilled all over me
i hv this one question
am i here supposed to b?

against the time
nd against the rustling wind
i ran and ran to feel the pain
wud hv it been nice if wsnt thr

all tht matters seemed to go away
far from my life into the deep
below my chest lies a heart
which dont know y
cares for all tht i longed for

happy are the people
good is the season
its raining
but somehow my eyes are crying
crying with sorrows nd the pain

the first ray of sun rises over the horizon
where is the time now
it seems all is gone

never longed for the love
never for the care
bt does tht mean
tht im ought to wear
the cloak of sadness

blood is all now what i see
the blood drained for others
the blood tht came in form of love
deep frm my heart
which is now crying
the drops falling are vesting me into it
sucking me inside deep down
now for all the world tht cn see me
im just a clown.

VARUN.S

THE SANDS OF TIME

TIME IS THE MONEY U CANT BUY
SWIFT AS THE WIND AND QUICK AS THE LIGHT
YOU CANT HOLD ANY OF THESE IN UR HAND
JUST FOLLOW IT TO THE ETERNITY
AND THE DREAMS TO FULFILL ARE JUST POSSIBLE IF U HOLD ON TO IT

SMALL U WERE AND SO MUCH TIME HAS PASSED
NOW U DONT REALIZE WHERE IT WUD HAVE GONE
IT PASSES LIKE THE RAY OF LIGHT
IN A MOMENT THERE IS DARKNESS AND IN A MOMENT IT IS BRIGHT
DAYS PASS AWAY WITH THE TIME AND ONLY THINGS U CAN REMEMBER ARE THE MEMORIES OF THE PAST

LITTLE U KNOW ABOUT TIME
ITS NOT JUST THE CLOCK TICKING AWAY TICK - TOCK
BUT ITS UR LIFE THAT PASSES BY AND BYE

ALL U GAIN WITH IT ARE THE EXPERIENCES, THE MEMORIES AND THE FACT THAT NOW MAKE U MATURE ENOUGH TO LIVE ON UR OWN

WISH TIME CUD B TAKEN BACK TO ENJOY THE MEMORIES BACK THEN
BUT IS IT SO IMP TO LOOK BACK IN TIME?
OR IS IT BETTER TO MKE UR FUTURE MORE BRIGHT AND THEN WITHSTAND THE MEMORIES FOR A LIFE TIME

CHANGE IS WHAT TIME CANNOT DO
BUT WHAT TIME CHANGES WITH IT , IS YOU. :-D :-P :-*

DARKNESS

DARKNESS


MY LIFE WAS DARK
LIKE A SHARK IN A DEEP BLUE SEA
I DONT KNOW WHATS GOIN WRONG
BECAUSE MY LIFE HAS BECOME AS COMPLICATED
AS IT CAN BE


I HAVE A HOPE AND ITS JUST YOU 
CZ I CANT SEE WITHOUT YOU WHAT TO DO
IM CONFUSED
SHOW ME THE WAY OUT
A WAY WHERE U CAN B HAPPY 
AND I CAN BE WITH YOU


THERE ARE LOT OF PROBLEMS
BUT WE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO RUN AWAY
CZ ITS LIFE AND U SHUD DO WHAT IT SAY


DONT LEAVE ME AND GO IS ALL THAT I WANT
CZ YOUR THE SWEET ANGEL
AND YOU ARE THT ALL I WANT


I KNOW HARD TIMES ARE FOR YOU
AWAY FROM ME MAKES U FEEL ALL LOW
SICK U BCME AL THE TIME
I JUST WANTED TO B WITH YOU 
ALL THIS TIME


DONT TAKE ME WRONG CZ IM A HUMAN BEING
I HAVE FEELINGS AND I THINK U SHUD KNOW


YOU ARE THE MEANING AND A WAY OF MY LIFE
SO DONT TRY TO PRETEND THAT YOU ARE NOT THE ONE
ALL I KNOW IS THAT U WANT ME 
NEAR TO YOU AS I CAN BE
IN TIMES WEN U CANT DO MUCH 
U WANT ME TO CARE FOR YOU


EVEN WEN ILL NOT BE THERE WITH YOU 
IT WILL STILL BE IMP FOR ME TO KNOW
THT HOW DO U DO?
I CANT STAY WITHOUT SEEING YOU
CZ ALL I KNOW IS THAT I JUST MISS U ND MISS U
AND MISS YOU.